5 Years And Still Can’t Move On ? Ah Yang Masa….

it’s been 5 years

since we’ve been apart

hmmm it’s more like ….

since i left you

yet

the feeling remains

the first feeling

and the second

which is guilt

it’s like throwing a part of yourself away

you can always live with the rest of it

however

every now and then

especially during moments of trial

like now

you just can’t stop

blaming yourself

why

why

why

the question remains unanswered

why did u ever let her down

“i’m moving on”

she said

“you should too”

“i’ve forgiven you a long time ago”

i wish

time really heals

i wish

it is that easy to move on

yet

i think

i am just another hopeless person

should be

removed

from the face of the world

once

and

for all

5 years?

is it a long time?

should i?

would i?

could i?

move

on

it’s more like

i’m

moving off

hehehe….(bitter laughter)

2 thoughts on “5 Years And Still Can’t Move On ? Ah Yang Masa….

  1. liat si ika kasi wallpost ke lu blg post blognya kasian kok jadi penasaran hahaha

    time heals ted,
    klo ga bisa move on ya hang on aja🙂

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